Sorry...

If you reading this and understand then you know who I'm talking about...

I got some good friends and I know i do. I also know i got a prollem keeping my mouth shut when it comes to saying dumb stuff.
I'm really sorry to ya'll I offended especially you "Kid Sis." Ya'll good friends and I ain't wanna lose ya'll for some 2 sec BS. So, if you read this, come talk to me about it. I can feel da backlash from it and it's gettin to me. So come talk 2 me.

We won't be here forever but I'ma make sure i got ya'll around as long as I'm here cuz ya'll keep me happy yo.
Sorry for being an ignorant, jerk, asshole...

NERD JERKZ!!!!
(lol jus thought i should throw that in)

[Love ya Pg. lol]

Summer Job...

Yo lik I need a decent summer job rite about now...(I don't wanna be bagging groceries all summer)
But that's what it looks like I will be doing...Anybody got ANY hookups on a interesting job???
I was looking at working at footlocker or Footaction...still no word, but ooohhh there is hope I think :?

School Sucks Today...

Man...my head is bumpin!!! I hit da corner of a wall yestaday n my head been hurtin since!

Plus...my bff Pg. isn't here (violins plays) lol i freakin miss ha yo it's boring but i got my other homies wit me...I have nobody to beat up!

I NEED SOME FUN!!!

Crash Course Blog #3-Day By Day

"Day by Day we on another level tryin hard to live and tryin not to hustle" -B Dubb on da hook

Day by Day is basically a song for people living hoping for another day...hoping to do better...me, B Dubb, Tru...(also the beat is produced by Vybe)

My verse was very much real on this song...

When i wrote it, I was coming back from Peoria to see da basketball squad play...
I was pretty pissed about the night before some things had happened but it was all good

More is still to come

Crash Course Blog #2-Day Dreaming

I'm mad as hell cuz i can't put this song up on Myspace...(by the way this was written to the beat Daydreaming previously recorded by Lupe Fiasco and Jill Scott...) this song is like one of the best songs on here lyric-wise.

"I had dreams of selling my soul to a lady
A queen in fact 2 speak greatly, but it wudnt be gravy

She was the alchemist of a potion so potent
But the aftermath behind it would make her act so slim shady

Im in need of the greed that displays my inner soul
And the love 2 have 4ever for a tale 2 be told

I want 4 a beautiful day that'll never grow old
And you can hang me up 2 dry but i never ever fold"

Aha...Lyrical beauty...maybe you think it's bull but if u knew meaning it would be like "wow he's nice"

Paranoid

So i was at my game yesterday rite...bein goofy n kickin having laughs tryna keep the attitude on da bench up...so coach starts trippin so he makes me n my guys run..of course i was pissed so i mumble under my breath...and he makes us run more!!! so at da end of da game im lookin at him so he thinks im mean muggin him??? (Mind you I have yet to say anything) So he tells me if i don't like whats goin on I can go sit down...(I still said nothing) So he tells me to turn in my jersey???!!! WTF!!!

(I'm still calm jus lik IDGAF) he trippin...

So i try 2 talk 2 his ass to see whats up...this paranoid cunt thinks someone is using me to get him fired...WTF!!!!!!!!!! how dumb does that sound????? Anybody that knows me knows that I ain't no dummy so nobody is gone use me...So i'm jus gon see how it plays out cuz he prolley not gone kick me off...I just ain't gon say shit to his ass no mo...fuck it...

So in conclusion...I'm kicked off da team?
Accused of conspiracy?
And in consideration to be put back on da team?
Fucked up rite...

It's Only Been 2 Months???

Wow yo i been wit my girl 4 only 2 months...but i was talkin 2 ha 4 a minute b4 we got 2getha...it feel lik when i'm wit ha its an eternity...2 months seem lik 2 years...i pretty much kno everything about her but I learn things each day...I kno when something's wrong, I know when she's happy, sad, or in between...It couldn't be any better...Then again it could because things can always get better...but i love ha i kno i do...and she love me 2...lik wattuuuupp..
CRASH COURSE VOL. 1 MORE SONGS COMIN SOON...

Crash Course Blog #1-Red Lights

Red Lights, Red Lights

I did this song over Kanye West's Flashing Lights beat...of course him being Kanye he's talking about showing off

So I figured I'd do something kinda flashy but it has to be catchy

Summary
Talking about haters, people that don't like me, whatever I see as a hater-ation
Trying to follow in the footsteps of Kanye, I have to talk about showing off, so I do

The chorus is quite catchy
"what do you know about how I do mine, IF YOU STAY IN YOUR BUSINESS, THEN I'LL STAY IN MINE" <<YOU'RE AT THE RED LIGHT

I'm reminding people of the red lights on the streets...you will encounter a red light as you drive
So come on my street and stop at the red light and worry about yourself and your next move!
Not Mine


So be yourself don't worry about others and worry about yourself
You cannot rule if you are too selfish, but you cannot rule if you are too selfless
Mind your business, but at the same time pay attention to those you need and not those you envy

RED LIGHT, RED LIGHT...

My Big A** Headphones

So I got these biiiig dumb headphones rite...tryna be Charles Hamilton and thangs
Noise canceling and all rite...

There 2 things my headphones don't block out
God and MY thoughts

People say I'm too silly or sumn but IDC cuz I'm me and if I don't like what your saying i jus put on My Big A** Headphones

So I'm startin my own mixtape/cd/album/whatever you wanna call it...

LETTING EVERYBODY HEAR MY THOUGHTS

I'll keep everybody updated with a blog and an explanation of each song on each blog until the mixtape is done

You can comment or whatever but no matter what you say I'ma still have on My Big A** Headphones

Everyday Life Now-a-Days

"Misery Needs Company" (courtesy of SiSi)...
If this saying is true then there is too much company
3 people I know were killed within the last month...It's Obvious new year SAME SHIT! But we can't expect a society to change overnight but it's like WE REFUSE TO CHANGE
When will people learn that when you kill, you set yourself up for your own death
Somebody dies in the world each day...That's understandable because it's the circle of life
But when somebody is murdered each day???
It starts in the home people GET THE DAMN MESSAGE!!! It's really unnecessary.
Bob Marley said "the people that are working to make this world worse aren't taking a day off" that's something that is very true, so WHEN WILL WE GET THE MESSAGE TO WORK AND MAKE THIS BETTER...It really hits you when it's someone you know...It just gives you that thought that you can't forget
IT COULD BE YOU...

Jealousy

Have u ever been in a relationship where your partner is jealous???
I'm sure we all have at sum time...

What do you think jealousy means?

I personally believe that jealousy shows that you care but also shows a sign of insecurity...

Truth be told that everyone is jealous to a certain extent...Your best bet is to trust your partner...if you ever have suspicious or are jealous of one of their close friends, just remember when it all comes down to it, your the one that they call their lover and when they say they love you...if u feel that its right then u shud believe it...never 2nd guess your love becuz thats wen its goes downhill

WHAT DO YOU THINK????

Have you ever been jealous of an Ex or been upset to see them with a new boyfriend or girlfriend?

Does it make you mad to see your ex kiss or show signs of love with sumone new
well lets be honest

GET OVER IT!!!...not to be harsh but you n your ex broke up for a reason and u didnt get back together for a reason...if ya'll broke up becuz of problems and arguments, look at it this way...THEY'RE THE OTHER PERSON PROBLEM NOW!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK???

Coldest Winter...

Record setting highs in murder
Chicago's never been so cold
Life in a town known for windy conditions
Cold nights, hoping for a better day
You live in fear of the chill you get up your spine, in spite of your trust and faith in God
Afraid to go outside because you don't know how long it will be before another sunny, warm day will come
Cold hearts touched by a devil
Come often to drain away our happy days
Warm hearts with a mind and soul of God live days waiting for the fight and the judgment to live eternally with our true father
Are we worthy? Do we do enough here on Earth to be prepared for the kingdom of heaven
They say that God puts you thru trials on Earth TO MAKE YOU STRONG FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD
But why not strengthen each other and build the kingdom here on earth?
That is what the Lord wants us to do.
Whether you believe in God or not...his son will come and judge all
Are you prepared?
Hearts of a fallen angel make us think that hell is cold
Some say we live in hell, I say we live in a transitional period
Trials and tribulations belie the true intentions of God for our world
When will me make a difference?
Turn our lives around
Its about selflessness...
We hope for God and pray to God
Think of God...but how many act in the name of God?
Let us warm the hearts made in the Coldest Winter